During the course of time, a lot of questions were left unanswered, but the bottom line was "Why" and "Why me?". His reply was this:
Of course I know that and like I've been telling you, I think it's better if I tell you in person or even on the phone what I have to say. Just know one thing though. Even though we lost touch, you were still on my mind. I never forgot about you. I still thought of you and whenever I did think of you, I always thought I was the biggest idiot in the world for not being able to spend time with you. The biggest mistake I made in my life is not making you a part of my life.
Yes, you were an idiot because had I been dead in 2010, I wouldn't know you feel this way! You left me wondering all along within and in between boyfriends/flings. But they say, life is all about chances. This is your nth chance. Put it to good use.
